My ReflectionYour reflection shows you a lot of thingsYour moodYour emotionsYour thoughtsMy reflection scared me todayMy facial expression was deadAnd my eyesMy eyes were the worst.They held no lightNo emotionNothingThey were emptyLike there was nothing more to live forWhy did they look that way?What happend to make them look that way?I'm so confused..Your reflection shows you a lot of thingsBut todayMy reflection showed meHow truely empty I am inside.
Not Thinking About MeI don't understand.Have I done something to push you away?Or do you willingly leave me behind?I talk to you of my own free will.Don't I deserve that same courtesy?I've tried so many times to say somethingTo strike up a conversationBut it seems all my efforts are in vainAt first, I'm confusedWhy won't you talk to me?And then, I'm angry.Why won't you talk to me?!But now, I'm sadWhy won't you talk to me...I'm falling apart just thinking about youRemembering your voiceHugging myself and imagining it's you.I miss youI'm thinking that you're avoiding meWhich makes me think that I have done something wrongAnd I want an answerBut I don't get oneSo I'll sit here aloneThinking about youWhile you do your thingNot Thinking About Me
A Battle I Cannot WinI'm fighting a battle I can't winThe urge to do what I promised I wouldn'tBut I'm slowly losingJust like alwaysI know I promised I wouldn'tBut there's no other way to relieve the painThe pain that's in my heartThat was caused by my headSorry won't forgive me,For what I want to doBut if I doThen I won't stopBecause I know what you would doAnd that's why I'm fighting not toBecause I can't lose youI can't let goThis battle has no fair oddsIt's me against everything terrible about meAnd I'm losing badlyReinforcements would be appreciatedBut you won't come save meI suppose I don't mindI've lose this battle many timesOne more time won't be any differentI'm fighting a battle I cannot winWith no one to help meWho will catch me when I fall?
Untitled 2A couple should compromiseThat's what I was taughtA couple should try to find the problemSomething we can't seem to doWe point fingers at each otherWe blame each other for almost everythingI don't think it's fair anymoreWhat should we do?I don't have the answers anymoreContribute some of yoursIt's the least you can doWhen I callWhy don't you pick up?When I ask somethingWhy dont you answer?Why does it seem like I'm the only one trying?I know you have stressAnd I know you're busyBut you think I'm not either?I'm tired of being the last thoughtThe one who's always wrongThe problem in the relationshipBut I can't let you goYou want me to be happyI don't see happyness in either situationBrief moments maybeBut we know they never lastI'm about ready to give upAnd let you make the decisions...All the Decisions...